oh hai.

2012-02-15T16:41:00.002-05:00

aw man! throwback to the subway days.

miss it.

2012-02-15T13:12:00.001-05:00

2012-02-15T13:10:00.003-05:00

Adory

2012-02-15T13:10:00.001-05:00

Vday prezzies

2012-02-11T13:25:00.001-05:00

ultimate truth.

My life

2012-02-03T17:17:00.001-05:00

2012-01-30T17:39:00.001-05:00

2012-01-26T17:37:00.001-05:00

I love my new background.

I laughed for like 5 minutes

2012-01-25T12:46:00.001-05:00

2012-01-23T00:11:00.001-05:00

I recorded this for mandi. Is there anything else that can sum up
being 14/15 more than this song?

2012-01-23T00:10:00.001-05:00

2012-01-23T00:09:00.001-05:00

I leave my phone alone for just a minute

2012-01-21T17:57:00.000-05:00

how could you not love this

2012-01-21T16:52:00.002-05:00

WANT

2012-01-21T14:30:00.002-05:00

2012-01-21T14:25:00.002-05:00

LIZ CAN WE PLEASE DO THIS?

http://diycraftstomake.blogspot.com/2012/01/diy-lampshades-with-clear-throw-away.html

2012-01-21T10:44:00.001-05:00

Guess I'm getting good in my old age.

2012-01-16T23:51:00.001-05:00

2012-01-15T17:41:00.002-05:00

I walked down by the shipyards near the place where I was born, saying "ah maria, if you woulda known me when...", but she just smiles by the light on the navesink banks saying "listen baby i know you now".

Omg

2012-01-08T20:31:00.000-05:00

What did I just get myself into?

2012-01-08T18:46:00.001-05:00

2012-01-06T11:19:00.000-05:00

Dooblit again!!

2011-12-30T14:36:00.001-05:00

2011-12-26T20:32:00.004-05:00

2011-12-26T20:32:00.003-05:00

2011-12-26T20:32:00.001-05:00

2011-12-26T20:31:00.003-05:00

Stoked on my new coat

2011-12-26T20:31:00.001-05:00

2011-12-21T11:30:00.000-05:00

2011-12-18T17:21:00.001-05:00

"and i long for this mirrored perspective, when we'll be lovers, lovers that last"

2011-12-10T12:40:00.000-05:00

2011-12-08T21:16:00.000-05:00

2011-12-05T22:22:00.000-05:00

2011-12-05T22:15:00.000-05:00

2011-12-04T20:53:00.000-05:00

I can't have a tree topper because my ceiling is so low :(

2011-12-03T01:03:00.000-05:00

Yeah I'm really gonna fit in at this hip hop show tonight.

2011-12-01T00:15:00.000-05:00

I love his furr inbetween his toes

2011-11-30T19:54:00.000-05:00

Oh hello tharrr

2011-11-30T19:53:00.000-05:00

New addition to the apartment.
It's antique and I'm not sure if you know this or not but old mirrors
suck. It's like a funhouse mirror. It's pretty though so whatevs.

proclamation

2011-11-25T18:57:00.002-05:00

I'm done with drinking.

I don't know if it's just for now, or for an extended period of time, but I definitely want to stop. I'm tired of the way it makes me feel, and the way it makes my skin look, and the way it makes my bank account look. It's scary to make this proclamation because usually people do it after a heavy night of drinking and they don't mean it. If I stick with it I know it's going to be a huge social change for me. Most people get together and drink, it's just what they do. I've gone through spurts where I take breaks from drinking for months at a time and those times are usually the best of my life. Where I bond best with my significant other, I have money in the bank, and my apartment is clean. Those are also the times when I receive the most invites to happy hour events, birthday outings, or just regular get togethers.

A friend of mine told me I sound like an asshole when I tell people I'm taking a break from drinking. As though I'm telling people "I'm better than you." That's really not the case at all. I come from a long line of alcoholics and although I'm lucky in the aspect that I don't have addict traits, I don't really feel like it's something I should fuck with.

I wanted to get this off my chest because maybe if I say it, I'll really stick with it. I've stuck with being a non smoker, I don't use drugs, this is just another step in the right directions to living a healthy life.

Here's to hoping that I'll find friends that will want to hang out with me without alcohol. (Hi Liz & Vince, I love you guys)

2011-11-24T22:20:00.000-05:00

"seems like all those little things add up in the end.

well i know that you worry a lot about things you can't control

there are so many things we'd like to have that we just cannot hold"

not ashamed.

2011-11-13T18:11:00.002-05:00

Sleepy boy

2011-11-11T17:54:00.000-05:00

2011-11-11T14:52:00.000-05:00

AAAAH

Had to

2011-11-11T13:38:00.000-05:00

2011-11-07T19:28:00.000-05:00

2011-11-05T21:19:00.000-04:00

2011-11-05T19:40:00.001-04:00

2011-11-05T19:40:00.000-04:00

2011-11-03T19:01:00.001-04:00

i was never no, never no, never enough

but i can try, i can try to toughen up

i listened when they told me

"if he burns you let him go"

change is hard, i should know...

so adory. thank you kat.. if you actually know about this blog :)

Busy month

2011-11-01T13:40:00.000-04:00

charmie life.

2011-10-29T16:45:00.000-04:00

it's really nice to make new friends.

Megan's Wedding!

2011-10-26T16:00:00.002-04:00

2011-10-25T08:42:00.000-04:00

this unlikely song turned into my favorite.

looooove it.

dream girl

2011-10-24T20:48:00.001-04:00

aaah

2011-10-24T20:13:00.001-04:00

not to toot my own horn...

2011-10-22T13:18:00.002-04:00

for some reason i thought 25 would be a good year for me and so far it truly has been.

i quit smoking

i have my own apartment (who cares if it's small? it's all mine)

i own a brand spanking new car

i'm learning how to cook and cook home quite often

i'm in a relationship with one of the most patient and kind people i've ever met

and now.. i've joined a gym.

my goal is to lose 20 lbs

according to all these websites i'm in a healthy weight limit for my height by i'm just not happy with myself.

shit, i'd be happy if i lost 10 lbs at this point.

the last time i was a member at a gym i was a smoker and running on the treadmill sucked.

i can tell this time around is going to be better.

the membership i have allows me to bring guests so if ANYONE is interested (not like anyone who reads this would be) please come with me.

2011-10-15T12:08:00.001-04:00

why do i even have a blogger when i'm on tumblr all day every day?

2011-10-15T11:58:00.000-04:00

yeah, i printed this out, haha.

2011-10-14T12:25:00.001-04:00

My babies

2011-10-13T22:51:00.000-04:00

2011-10-13T21:36:00.002-04:00

the old days. when i was good looking and care free.

"so let me tell you a thing or two

about how to survive when theres a me and a you

it's awful, it's gruesome, its something, its cruel

forever you will ask how did this happen to you."

2011-10-13T18:47:00.002-04:00

liz & vince's rehearsal dinner.

man do i love my friends.

2011-10-13T16:40:00.000-04:00

2011-10-13T16:05:00.000-04:00

Meow

2011-10-13T14:12:00.000-04:00

Oh dad...

2011-10-12T23:11:00.000-04:00

is it ever gonna be enough?

2011-10-12T18:10:00.000-04:00

about a year ago i heard this song and i think i listened to it on repeat for a week straight. in the car, in my room, with my friends, while sleeping.. yeah. it was serious. (thank you jake howard)

every year i miss the previous year even more. i guess that's what getting old feels like sometimes.

losing people hurts. a lot.

2011-10-09T21:20:00.000-04:00

favorite post secret this week

2011-10-09T21:19:00.001-04:00

For Laura

2011-10-07T16:04:00.000-04:00

Let's not forget ourselves good friend.

2011-10-03T17:04:00.000-04:00

2011-10-02T19:35:00.000-04:00

2011-10-01T19:15:00.000-04:00

2011-10-01T15:06:00.001-04:00

just wanted to share an old memory.

new saves the day

2011-09-27T22:31:00.001-04:00

i bought some extended version for itunes and it's awesome. it came with all the lyrics for all the songs. i feel like i'm in high school again listening to an album for the first time and reading all the lyrics.

name that tune.

2011-09-27T19:40:00.002-04:00

..and so i pinched my arm. remembered how much you hate me. remembered the fact i can't see what you need. too stupid to be aware of the beauty that you give this place and how shitty this town would seem without you in it. when you aren't around i let the shades fall down. shut out all the suns light. make myself feel alright. what am i doing with my life? oh well. you got me under your spell. and i don't think that i'm kidding around. don't think i can forget you now. remember, the only thing we need sometimes are chilly nights and warmer thighs. cause nothings like being held, sometimes.

yes, this is an old school jam.

and sadly, yes i started crying like i was 14 again when i heard the end of this song.

too much emotion!!

"it's such a shame..."

2011-09-26T18:59:00.000-04:00

Brian Fallon is so amazing.

these lyrics are amazing.

"i age by years at the mention of your name"

2011-09-26T18:54:00.001-04:00

thats right.

2011-09-26T18:51:00.000-04:00

stoked to be on a ferris wheel.

Pretty

2011-09-23T21:55:00.000-04:00

Oh hai new car

2011-09-23T20:57:00.000-04:00

S P stands for Sheila Plein

2011-09-22T00:19:00.000-04:00

Biggest cup of coffee ever

2011-09-21T18:06:00.000-04:00

He sat like this for a while too

2011-09-21T02:05:00.000-04:00

My sweet boy

2011-09-20T23:17:00.000-04:00

2011-09-20T13:24:00.000-04:00

Teddy sent this to me today. It's so true.

Love that my netbook is working again

2011-09-19T01:42:00.000-04:00

Oh hai 2012 mazda 3 :):):)

2011-09-18T18:40:00.000-04:00

I can't think about anything but buying this car. Apparently one of my neighbors just did, ugh

2011-09-16T21:02:00.000-04:00

There's a beautiful sky tonight

2011-09-15T22:27:00.000-04:00

I'm so sick of rain

2011-09-15T21:07:00.000-04:00

Virgin fest was beyond busy

2011-09-12T19:05:00.000-04:00

Jakes a daddy!

2011-09-12T19:04:00.001-04:00

RIP little Mazda

2011-09-12T19:04:00.000-04:00

2011-09-08T18:44:00.001-04:00

2011-09-08T18:44:00.000-04:00

Yup this is real life right now

2011-09-08T12:27:00.000-04:00

2 best friends that anyone could have

2011-09-08T01:40:00.000-04:00

Yum

2011-09-07T23:24:00.000-04:00